Sunday, 16 May 2010
I finally got home, and kept thinking about hot guy. He told me his name(both first and last), I told him my first name. I searched for him on both facebook, twitter and google but seemed a good number of people had that same first and last name.
I remembered I had called my housemate with his phone, and took my housemate's phone to get his number. lol. Crazy I know. I sent him a text thanking him for his help.(An opportunity for contact. lol). In one of his texts, he wrote he was still here if I needed anything. hmmm. I didn't tell him my last name, so it seems he went on facebook and searched for everyone with my first name, cos he sent me a message asking if I was the one (my profile picture was set to private so only my friends could see it). I replied and he added me. After accepting his friend request I checked out his profile, and low and behold I found out hot guy was married! I was crushed. Aarrgghh! I wish I found him first. lol! Lucky lady. But o well, I'll get over it. I wondered why he showed interest, and even wanted to meet up. If I like someone or if I'm attracted to someone, once I find out they're married or even have a gf I lose interest. Cos I have no business liking someone else's husband or bf.
So every contact hot guy made with me, I made it as plain and friendly as possible.
On his facebook page, hot guy was always writing on his statuses about how much he loves his wife and all. Recently I was online on facebook chat(which is a rarity for me), and hot guy started chatting with me. It started as a normal conversation and he diverted and said I was very beautiful, and that he always wanted to say something/do something to me. I had to ask him if he was drunk! Men are something else! When I first met hot guy, I was attracted to him and thought he was goodlooking, but I didn't go thinking nasty thoughts of him, while he actually thought nasty thoughts and was suggesting acting it out. Geez! and he's claiming he loves his wife and blah blah. Men. smh. He said he has feelings for me and he knows I do too. I told him the fact he is married changes everything, and he's like it doesn't change how we feel and that the way we met(which was very random)/our meeting was God's plan. I'm like God's plan does not include me having an affair with a married man! People use the whole its God's plan line, but using it in this situation was ludicrous! I've made a mental note to self to avoid hot guy and never to accept any free car rides from him. This validates the fact that men are highly unfaithful beings. To their friends he acts like they're the perfect couple and all lovey dovey, and yet hitting on me (and possibly other women) without his wife's knowledge. If he loves his wife like he proclaims he does, then he shouldn't be having feelings for other women. So if I was that kind of girl and gave in, thats how their marriage will just get ruined. I'm not that type. In this new age of technology, men find it easier to cheat. All it takes is one message or chat to set up a meeting. Its scary. It makes me wonder how many percent of men are faithful. I know its a few, I hope I marry one of the few faithful type. God save us from unfaithful men and cheats. Hot guy is married, he should stick to his spouse. N.B: The pictures are of hot guy. I wiped out his face though.
I moved to a new house last october, and that house happened to be right up the hill, close to the top. Walking home was exhausting cos not only was it 20 mins away but its also hilly. I had a hard time recognising the house at first. After I moved in, on the second day I came back from school and guess what?! I couldn't recognise my house. Never felt so lost and silly like I did that day. And to make matters worse, I was out of phone credit and I couldn't call my housemates to ask for directions. I managed to type a strange message "help, lost up the hill. call" but alas the lack of credit lead to the message not being sent. I have this huge fear of dogs and hate walking on streets I'm not familiar with alone, for fear of meeting stray dogs. And there I was, on this new street of mine, with no idea which houses had dogs and whether the dogs were chained inside or not. I walked up the hill with fear. searching with my eyes for any stray dogs and getting ready to run for my life, and at the same time panicking that I had lost my way. I walked past a house with these huge dogs chained inside but barking fiercely at me. I was so scared that I ran past the house up the hill. I reached one house away from the top and there was a dog at the last house. It took me almost an hour to get to the top, and climbing down will be pure torture, and I couldn't check the last house cos a dog was there. The area looked deserted which didn't help my case. I was wondering how I'll go to a random house and ask for help (cos I definitely needed a free car ride down the hill). I had no option and went to one. I knocked on the door and this very hot guy came out of the house. Dang! I didn't expect that. lol. So I explained my predicament to hot guy and he gave me his phone to call my housemate. After making the call, he offered to drop me (finally got the free car ride, didn't have to walk down) down the hill. I'm not one to be attracted to buff and tattooed guys, but this was one exception. On our way down we engaged in a lil conversation. I could tell he was attracted to me too. He dropped me off, I didn't want that to be our last conversation. I felt he wanted to say something, but was holding back for some reason I didn't know at that moment.
Can't believe my last post was over a year ago! Wow! Life has been ayt. A huge plus for me, I finished school early this year! yay! Studying for my board exams. A lot of material to digest its so depressing. :( . I'm back to blogging. Feels good to be back. Ps. blogging anonymously is the best thing ever.